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today’s lesson was nearly as bad as I thought it would be. There were a couple of times when the comments made were like flashbulbs going off, telling me I could have done this or that with the lesson. Bummer, perhaps I should schedule a pre-class brainstorming session! Then I might have more to work with. Attendance was down abit overall but we had 11 in the men’s group, not bad actually. It still feels really rushed, had one of the women stop me to tell me about it before class. Nothing I can think of to do about it but I’ll keep on trying.

The worship service felt flat this morning, always an indication that it is me, not the service. Not sure what is going on with me right now but, as with Wednesday night, I didn’t particularly want to be there. The little bit of family background noise is bugging me, but that is just WELB stuff, nothing that will bother me for long. Went to lunch with SU and 1, SU had a good point that maybe I’ve just gotten too busy at church. Maybe she is correct, I should skip Sunday night and Wednesday night stuff, just concentrate on class and visitation. Perhaps, it is easy to get so wrapped up in the work of church that you lose a bit of the fun of grace. I’ll think about it. Maybe even pray about it. 🙂