is empty now. SU and I dropped 2 off in Austin yesterday. Man, that was tougher than I thought it would be. She seems so fragile to me. Intellectually, I know that is not the case, SU has prepared her well for this. But, emotionally, it isn’t so easy to accept. Such a huge campus, such a little girl.
Anyways, it is done. We got back home just after midnight and immediately crashed. That alarm sure went off early today. It’ll take us a while to get used to the absence, I’m sure.
Still major bummed out about church and people charging far more than gas money (rather, a luxury car down payment) to come and share the Good News simply because they have obtained a little celebrity in the “christian” community. Yeah, that’s right, I used a little c. Haven’t tuned to that radio station lately either (how about this for a call sign: K$BJ?). I still find it hard to believe that our church would agree to do something like that. Just can’t seem to release it. I hate that I allowed that to affect me so. Why should I care?
KJ is a small little girl on a big big campus! She will do fine though…she has the best Body Guard!! He watches over her day and night…Tough being a daddy isn’t it!! Brings out the woman in you!! HA HA
It might help you to be “entertained” by SO’D…if you get past the $$ signs on her forehead she is rather delightful…I am having a very difficult time with her morning show these days…all I “hear” when she is on is …$2K and that is a reduce rate.”
Even her prayer now sounds like …”Dollar God…rather than Father God…” oh well I am sure this will pass!
I woke up this morning and thought how empty our house was…the silence. I started to get depressed and then I remembered…I am married to the man I love. The man who I wanted even before I ever thought about having kids. They were just a product of that love. It is exactly as it should be…just me and you again. I hope you can stand some extra attention. Thanks for being the most amazing dad to our kids! Thanks, for being the most amazing husband. SO’D may have $ but I have heard her speak before and she would trade all of it for a husband like you. LOVE YOUR SU